I presented at group meeting today. Me. Rachel. I gave a scientific presentation in front of other people. And, in spite of my warp speed talking, it went well. I fielded the few questions with the grace of someone who actually knew what they were talking about. Yes, I wish I had said some things differently. Yes, I wish I hadn't sounded like I was the most nervous person in the world. In the end, though, I feel like I can do this. Not without a lot more practicing, for certain, but if this is where I am supposed to be, I will do just fine. It's the start of a new confidence. :) Now I just have to give this same presentation tomorrow. Piece of cake. At least I hope so...
In other news, today is July 27th, and that means that we have officially less than three weeks left. If you want to get all technical about it, we have 17 days left, not including move out day. It's crazy. This is week eight. I've done real research, made some progress, and met some really cool people along the way. I always make sure I include to my immediate lab mates that I think I want to go into physical chemistry, but I wouldn't change a thing about the summer. Not even the biology, which I don't care as much for. Don't get me wrong, Honors and AP Biology with Masiello was a blast, but I just like the math more. I've been lucky to have done mostly synthetic and analytical chemistry since I have been here. We will start cell testing soon, since we finally have a living cell line. Still, like I was told before, sometimes it's better to take the wrong path, because knowing that it is the wrong one often helps you find the right one. This summer has helped me in so many ways to be better suited for finding the right path. I can't say I've found it yet, but I am well on my way.
With such a short time left here, I have been contemplating my return to school, and I almost can't remember what it's like to go to class and have that kind of life. I mean, I know I did it, and I know what is involved, but I can't wrap my head around what I am returning to. I am excited to be back to Tae Kwon Do; as much as I would have liked to practice, it's just not the same without at least one other person. And here there is no one. :( I miss everyone from that place, too. Don't get me wrong, the REUs are cool people, but it's not the same as being able to say something like "Ray Cay, wipe your face" and have a bunch of people burst out laughing. I can't wait to be reunited with my sharkies!!!
Currently reading: still Run. Very good, just haven't had much time with this presentation business.
Listening to: "Defying Gravity" from Wicked. "I hope you're happy in the end. I hope you're happy my friend...As someone told me lately, 'Everyone deserves the chance to fly.'" <3
- Rachel
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